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A-P-C-D
“Dream as if you'll live forever..."
Well, I am an A...
There is more truth in this story than any others you'll hear
I adore booze which implores me to spend my money on beer
It's tough to appear sober when the term has loosely expired
A box of wine - a stack of cheese; together I'm woozy and tired
As my snoozing seeps through, blood perspires with sweat
And every drink reminds me of 'Nam...I should have retired a vet
Desire has yet to phase me; I'm no liar when I hit the bottom
I had problems and never tried to find the answers to solve them
Thinking they'd probably evolve or be gone in days or weeks
And I cut my toes off hoping to kick my habit with plain de-feet
Deranged and beat from the day's walk...I let my joints relax
I used to be a family guy, but now Peter Griffin points and laughs
Oh yeah? I am a P...
The music's for everyone, I use it as my advantage and skill
As I demand all that I work hard for - it's just for the average thrill
I'm a savage, my lust is larger than the nose I'm stalking with
The pot will sit here, but if it's not ready, I usually go the opposite
Bosses lift ranks above their heads, but I'm running the horse
Stunning, no remorse hits me when they're succumbing to force
I'm hunting for more...the beast within can't explain wreckage
"I didn't mean to do it...", yet "...I loved it." is in the same sentence
Mainstream repentance, no god or idol to bother this mission
I would actually bone God, so I could finally be "on top" of religion
See, I'm not an addict, yeah, I could stop if I want to forget it
But I have gotten away with so much...and I'm still in submission
That's nothing! I'm a C...
Life rots away, rose petals fall, my lungs concave, but it's fine
There's no truth in these fatty meats...plus I'm way past my Prime
I think as I try to get rid of the miserable urges and wishes
But I still always give in and buy out when splurging for nic fits
And all of this is a cover-up for the problem - me and myself
It's not the first time, it's the IV that helps me reach for my health
Speaking has swelled to a dull roar or an even duller whisper
My mind no longer has that frame attached to know the picture
I'm so unhindered as the batteries in my brain are still going
And that old age I've shown since 22...at least it's still showing
Stop blowing it out of proportion, I'm dying - you're a witness
See, these lungs allow me no air like Nike was out of business
Truth is - nothing can beat D...
The final stages of vinyl synchronize in the chromatic pages
My medieval spirit still lurks within me beyond the romantic ages
Psychopathic rages back in these beginnings, remember P?
He remember's me as if we were way too tight like sedimentary
Never let me grow - let's wait until I'm hurt or feel disappointed
Exits left me no escape, so I was late for my first 3 appointments
The enjoyment I was given in life surpasses every vision inside
Yet sudden wishes can still grant you such a twisted limit on time
So as I finish this line - please read it aloud for the masses at night
You've seen the rise and fall of your father in these flashes of spite
And as saddened delight's are humbled with a clash of thunder
Don't dash for cover - accept my invite...I already asked your mother
P.S. - I was an alcoholic, a pedophile, a chain-smoker, and Death has met me.
"...live as if you'll die today.”
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